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[twindividualism]

Attempting any studying today is useless, so let's question meme instead! Ask me anything about my characters, playstyle, other rp related things, whateverrr. And then I'll ask things back and together we can entertain each other

Characters are: Gokudera/Nova at Thusia, Kaoru at Deco and Aather, and Yayoi everywhere because I can. Jabberwock and The Wood are my NPCs but I reserve the right to just be cryptic in replies to questions about them. :)

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[hakutaku]

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ... :'D

THERE WILL PROBABLY BE A LOT OF HIM SHIFTING THE BLAME ONTO HIMSELF FOR ONE. I mean I don't recall but I am pretty sure at the point I took him from, he had been in Aather for aaabout five months? That's five months of him being separated from Kaoru, and as far as he knows, Kaoru has been by himself during that time. So in a way, it'll be like "oh ok, I guess while I was off having sorta fun in Aather, Kaoru has been miserable. :'|"

But then there's the whole other mess of I AM NOT KAORU'S HIKARU and that will make him freak out in a whole different level. I mean existential crisis aside, there's another Kaoru in sabraather who is possibly still there. And so far nothing in Deco has even come close to the terror he has experienced from that vore game, not even Clover and Frayed's game. \o/; Because while he was scared, he didn't blue screen as hard as he did while watching Aquarius's implosion.

HE'LL JUST WANT A LOT OF CONFIRMATION AFTERWARDS THAT KAORU STILL LOVES HIM AND NOT JUST BECAUSE HE HAPPENS TO BE ANOTHER HIKARU and will probably throw an intense fit. :'|

How solid is Kaoru's grasp on the idea that Hikaru might not be "his Hikaru" anyway?

[crueltobekind]

Nnnnot very. He's beginning to get a vague suspicion, but it's very minor and not entirely on a conscious level. If he thinks about it he knows there's something kind of off between the idea of Hikaru in magical drugtrip space and Hikaru in Aather—he doesn't get why Dragonfly wouldn't have any memory at all of Wandering Stars when it was obviously an intensely emotional stay there. (And, I mean, a memory of it that he would've shared with Kaito. SOMEONE should know something about it given the severe levels of distress he remembers in relation to it, but no one's given him any indication that they know anything about it.)

But it's early on in memory regains and he doesn't really know Kit or Leo well enough to judge if they'd be keeping information about it from him or not. Add into that all the trainwrecking he's been dealing with and his focus on Hikaru and worrying about people other than himself and it's just not something that's really on his mind right now. His focus is elsewhere, but if he gets back more memories about EC or WS it's going to set him wondering more and more about it.

How's Hikaru doing in Aather right now?